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Random old story lol The nightlife in Nowra is always dirty; full of creeps and alcohol, it simply screamed low-life. But tonight that seemed to be a cure for my depression, the night air fresh with the smell of the river, tangy and fresh.
I was meant to be heading to the Postmans Tavern to hang with the group, but my feet lead me astray down Junction Street, past the traffic lights towards the showground. A dreary night it was, and it only got darker as I made my way through the showground, with no lights it turned into a whole new landscape full of moving shadows and cold wind blowing from across the river nearby. I wasn't sure why I had decided to come here, a night out with Ness, Briggsy, Evan and Sanjay were always eventful and I always managed to end up in the best mood, but the showground view of the Shoalhaven river called for me now.
My steps echoed on the sharp rocks and I was thankful for choosing to wear f
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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